toook. toook. toook. toook.

Booorrreeed.

Watched August rush, and If only.



ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

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Another day added to the otherwise droning melody that I call life.
We are all looking forward to the reorg and I am excited about. Nothing on the GRE and TOEFL front. Have just been whiling away, a day, a week, a moth... a year. One after the another. Talk about living joblessness!

I Fried Poories today, before I came to work. There is nothing like the morning wind. Its really cold here. Here in Nowhere. The bombs blasted in another part of the world. Life came to a standstill for a few. For others like the Delhi metro, it kept on its tracks... going on. May be something else would stop it. Until then...

I am not scared, but for a moment, I was almost lifeless. To wake up and find only destruction even before you place your foot down. I could hear them crying, the commotion. The lifelessness. The noise. Scared. Shocked. Pain. Pain.Listlessness. unconscious. dead. Stop. blur. Shock. silence. loosing control. drowning. silence.

I am not sure what it is, but earlier, I wasnt scared. Oblivious to all the mad frenzy of the world, I lived in my own lil one. Somewhere in nowhere. No, I cant ignore. looks like even nowhere cant be hidden too long.
So far so good. I just hope and pray that somewhere someone would remember that destruction - only brings more destruction with it.

Vadas Again. Talk about resistance and I will tell you that I have no restraints upon myself. Vadas they made again! I had 4!! :(

When will Samie learn?

Resisting the Temptation.

The Question was 'can I resist?' Resist doing that one thing that I am itching to do?
Its a tough task to be able to resist something when your mind, and your heart wants to really wants to do it. Also, when the resources required are easily available around you.

:) The answer is - distraction, will power and a Simple No, again and again.

No No No.

I did it. Did not call him in the night, wont in the afty or the next morning. I hope I stay calm over the weekend.

Back from Bangalore. August as a month was one of the most ideal one of my life. Traveling all the way from the day one. Maharashtra, Kerala, Bangalore, and Hyderabad.

River rafting, Trekking, photography, soul searching, bird watching, and Living.
On the road, on the go. In train from sleeper to first. Come to think of it this has been one of the most eventful months of my life in a long time.

:)Happy Me.

Life - Chapter 1

The dictionary defines the word emulsion as ' A suspension of small globules of one liquid in a second liquid with which the first will not mix: an emulsion of oil in vinegar'.

Illusion on the other hand is defined as 'An erroneous perception of reality, concept, or belief'. In short the condition of being deceived by a false perception or belief of something, or someone. Something, such as a fantastic plan or desire, that causes an erroneous belief or perception.

Thats the phase I see myself living in, as each day passes. This blog is a tribute to my evolved state. Between living a life minus dreams. Waiting to pave my way for that dream to take over someday. Juggling between love, and my job. Distances between my mind and my heart.

Where does 'I' lie?

Beyond the greener pastures, the sunshine and the color red?
Or the streets of that slum, survival of the fittest and thoroughbreds?

Here is to life, and that song
To all the colors, evolution
and what went wrong.

Illusioned + Disillusioned
Distict + Chaos
Clarity + Lost

= Eimulsioned.